I had a nightmare about my mastectomy last night. I think it is a good kind of nightmare though because it wasn’t about anything going wrong with the procedure. My nightmare was that I showed up on the morning of the surgery and realized I had forgotten to do my pre-op labwork and health clearance (these are things I need to do within 30 days of the surgery). In my dream, they said I couldn’t have the surgery until I got those things taken care of, but it conflicted with my nursing school schedule so I wasn’t sure if I could have the surgery.

I guess it’s a good sign that the nightmare I had was about not being able to have the surgery – I guess that shows how much I actually want to have it be in the rear view mirror.